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Eleven Months

Dear Zachary,

It has been eleven months now since the day that we first met. You would think that I would know you pretty well by now, but you still continue to surprise me every day. Boo!Just when I think I have you figured out, you go and do something completely different than what I am expecting. You really surprised me one night when I looked up to see you standing all by yourself without holding on to anything but your sippy cup.

One of the most exciting things I have noticed about you recently is that you have started reacting to praise, which also means you are starting to understand words and physical cues a little better. You have been trying really hard to get some new words out, but I still can’t understand most of what you say. Sometimes it sounds as if you are trying to imitate the words I say and other times it just sounds like jibberish. One word you definitely understand is no. Every time I say "no" to you, you start saying "nonononononononono" may_06 033and shake your head. I never realized that I was shaking my head when I said no until you started doing it too. Now I catch myself doing it all the time. It’s just too bad you don’t comply and stop whatever you are doing when I use that word. I suppose that will come with time…hopefully.

I have really been having fun praising you when you do something good. Every time you do something new I now have to clap my hands and say "yay Zach" and you get so excited. You just think it is the coolest thing ever and when you do the same action again, you wave your hands in the air and holler to get my attention and show me what you have done. This has become quite a ritual at dinnertime. I got excited the first time you actually placed your cup (right side up) in the cup holder part of your high chair tray, so now every time youmay_06 042 do it you expect the same level of excitement. And, really, it is still exciting-even after the twentieth time.

We have also been playing a really fun game almost every night after your bath. Daddy and I both get down in the floor with you. We sit across from each other and then you walk back and forth between the two of us. You started out only able to take about two steps at a time, but a couple nights ago I counted nine whole steps before you stumbled and fell to your knees. You get really excited about this whole process, giggling and squealing the whole time. I have really loved watching your progress. When we first started doing this, only a couple weeks ago, it seemed that you were just stumbling as you fell forward. Now you may_06 003have taught yourself to slow down and re-gain your balance as needed so you can take a few more steps.

We had a couple of really bad weeks this month while you were teething. You now have a total of 7 teeth, with the eighth about to appear any day now. During the same time you developed a cold and a very bad ear infection. Mommy was up with you several times a night while your little body was working through that. You finished off another bottle of anti-biotics and now seem to be feeling much better. I’m still trying to catch up on my sleep, may_06 024but you are back to your normal sleep schedule. In fact, you are sleeping even longer than usual since I finally got some curtains up in your room to darken it a bit.

There is only one more month left before you turn one year old. June is going to be a big month, and althought I’m looking forward to it, I wish I could freeze every moment I have with you right now. You are so much fun to be around. Your personality and character are really coming out as you discover this big world in your own little way. I could spend all day just watching you and never get bored. I want to savor every single moment I have with you. These last eleven months have been the best of my life.

Love always,
Mama

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Lips Of An Angel

I’m not really a big fan of Hinder. Something about the lyrics to "Get Stoned" just kind of turned me off of them even if it is a catchy tune. But, there might be a little room for redmeption.  I heard this song the other day on the radio and I just can’t seem to get it out of my head. Sometimes you can just relate. Add that to the many other reasons why I’m kinda bummed that I’m not going to Rockfest with hubby this year.

Hinder~Lips of an Angel  
Honey why you callin me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
Is everything ok
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're callin me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
Does he know your talkin' to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don't think she has a clue

Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name it sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you callin me so late?
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Google Is My Friend

A while back I finally gave in and started using those cool RSS feeds that people have on their blogs.  I had toyed with the idea of using a feed reader for a while and checked out a couple but never really found one that I liked.  But, because of this I was determined that I would find a way to reduce my blog reading time and I figured that using a reader would help.  During my search for the best feed reader ever, I discovered the Google Reader.  I’ve become rather fond of Gmail recently, so I figured I would give it a shot.  It was really easy to add new feeds and I loved the simple, easy-on-the-eyes look of it.

In the last month or so since I’ve been using it, I have totally fallen in love with it.  I don’t spend nearly as much time checking and re-checking my favorite sites for updates.  All I have to do is go to my reader and the newest updates are already there.  The best part is, whether I’m at the office or at home, I can log in to the site and read up without trying to remember everyone’s web addresses.  Plus, I just discovered that I can also read it on my phone, but the speed of my cellular internet connection makes that pretty much pointless.

The only downside that I have found to using the reader is that I don’t comment on other blogs nearly as much as I used to.  When I read a post I think that I’ll go comment later, but I usually end up forgetting.  Plus, I also miss looking at everyone’s cool blog designs.  Maybe I think too much like a designer, but to me, I think you get more of a person’s personality through their design and the "extras" on their blog site.  That’s not enough to get me to stop using the reader though.  I still click through and visit the original sites occasionally.

I kind of feel like I’m cheating on Yahoo! a bit, because I have always loved Yahoo! but Google is starting to win my heart a little bit.

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My Love

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Why must chocolate taste so good?  And why must it have so many CALORIES?!? 

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Living in a Fantasy

Several times a day I find myself thinking up little scenarios in my head.  Some might call it daydreaming.  I like to call it my very own little fantasy world.  In my fantasy world, things always go just the way I want them to.  The happenings in my fantasy world are usually sparked by something in the real world that has recently happened.  For instance, as I was pulling into the parking lot at work a few minutes ago, I saw a man that looked very similar to a guy I was friends with in high school.  I knew it wasn’t really my friend, but I played out an entire interaction with him in my head, even inviting him to the bbq at my house this weekend.  In my fantasy world I found out that he is now married, has a baby, and has a job that he loves.  He had just met with a client at my office building and was on his way back to the office for the afternoon.  He also was very happy to see me and couldn’t wait to catch up.  We exchanged e-mail addresses and phone numbers and he was on his way.

Then, there was this morning at work, when I was fantasizing that my mother suddenly had to leave and go far, far, away for three months and that I could have no contact with her whatsoever until she returned.  I’m pretty sure that idea came from the fact that she was talking my ear off from the moment I walked in the door until I left for lunch.  The last two days with her out of the office were kinda nice.  This may be the only time ever in my life that I actually wished for it to be Monday again.

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Because Apparently Puppy Pictures Increase The Comments


Izzy is settling in quite nicely.  She was really timid the first day or so, but now that she is feeling more comfortable, she is making her presence known with the other animals.  Her favorite thing to do is to chew on Zeke’s bone that is almost twice her size.  When he comes to take it away from her, she starts jumping at him and barking and it totally cracks me up.

I spent most of my weekend taking Izzy outside to try to get her to pee.  I had forgotten how much fun it is to potty-train a puppy.  She is doing much better but still goes in her kennel during the night and when we have to leave for more than an hour or two.

Saturday night I watched Zach’s baby-sitter’s kids so she could attend her cousin’s graduation.   It was a very good reminder of why I don’t want more than two kids.  Keeping up with a 6-year-old, a 3-year-old, and a 10-month-old baby was a LOT of work.  The 3-year-old was definitely the most difficult, which totally gave me a taste of what I have in store in the very near future.

On top of the extra kids, our dryer, air conditioning, and oven all managed to go out Saturday night.  And, of course, this happened just as I was trying to get dinner fixed for 3 hungry little monsters.  Thank God for microwaves!  We assumed it had to be something electrical because it was just too big of a coincidence that those things would all happen at once otherwise.  We checked all the breakers, fuses, etc. and had no luck.  First thing this morning I called our maintenance guy at work and asked him to come take a look at it.  Apparently there was some shoddy electrical wiring that had decided to burn up on the outside of our house and we were extemely lucky that it didn’t catch on fire.

Awesome maintenance guy fixed the problem and will come back tomorrow to finish tidying things up for us.  When he told me what had happened, and showed me where it was (along with the black marks on the side of the house) I totally freaked out.  Our house could have caught on fire…while we were sleeping…with my precious baby and all my animals, and my laptop, and my pictures, and my whole life crammed inside of it.  We have renter’s insurance, but some things just cannot be replaced.  I just wanted to sit there and cry at the thought of what might have happened.  Zach is totally getting extra hugs and kisses tonight!

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