I am so hungry today. I’ve already eaten my Special K bar and a banana and I’m trying to hold off until lunchtime but I’m just really freakin’ hungry. I guess it’s a good thing that we’re going to go eat a yummy lunch at this little bar and grill place down the street instead of my regular Lean Cuisine meal.
Zach was a crabby little guy this morning. Well, not really crabby as much as clingy. He didn’t want to let go of me when I dropped him off at day care. He was crying when I walked out the door. I really hate that. I’m guessing that it was due mostly to the fact that he didn’t sleep well lastnight. He was awake at 1:00 screaming, so I let him come to bed and snuggle with me the rest of the night. Then, he decided to wake up at 6:00. I finally put him back in his bed so I could snooze for a few more minutes. When I went in to wake him up at 7:30 he was out cold. I felt so bad for making him wake up when he clearly needed more sleep.
When Zach woke me up at 6:00, I was writing a great blog entry in my head. It had something to do with my love for him, but I can’t for the life of me remember it. I don’t know why I was thinking about how much I loved him when he woke me up at 6:00 in the freakin’ morning. Perhaps it was because I really enjoyed snuggling with him all night. Sometimes I do miss the co-sleeping.
Hubby went to the doctor on Tuesday. They put him back on the meds he was taking before. I know it will probably take a few weeks to really kick in, but I’m hoping that this will help us to be able to work on the tension between us a little easier. It is amazing how different he has been the last few days. Things have been very, very good. It gives me a lot of hope about the future.
I have been feeling a little "off" lately. I can’t pinpoint anything other than the fact that I’m not sleeeping well. I’m pretty sure that has everything to do with the high stress around my house lately. That seems to be how my body usually reacts to stress. I’ve been having headaches pretty much every day which is probably a combination of the not sleeping, stress, and my insane allergies. I’m super hungry, but then when I eat, I don’t feel so good. And no, I’m definitely not pregnant. I’m just hoping that there’s nothing else major going on and that this will soon pass.