On February 23rd, 2006 my Brother-in-law turned 27 years old. On February 27th, he chose to end his life. There are so many questions and very few answers as to why he made that choice. Right now, it still feels like a very bad dream that I will wake up from. I know in my head that it is real and I have to deal with it, but it is so hard. I loved him so much and he is gone forever.
Today I’m back at work, but it just doesn’t feel right to be here. Everything is different now. Everyone else is the same, but I am different and I just don’t know how to go on.